Happy lounge-around-the-house-in-your-pjs day!

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Got to sleep in today. Yet, somehow that wasn’t enough. Got up around 10:30am then starting cooking my lunch. My 2nd attempt at making garlic noodles, ala Crustacean (the restaurant), was quite successful. Although it’s not exactly the garlic noodles they serve at Crustacean, but I did follow their recipe, with my own little twist to it. Turned out really well.


Now, food coma is setting in and I’d like to take a nap. However, I smell like garlic and I still have a couple of errands to do.

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I know that everything happens for a reason, and that God allows things to happen to us to grow us, to make us stronger and learn lessons. It may be painful, REALLY painful, but you have to go through those things. It’s necessary.

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I really think it’s time for me to leave. I’m relied upon too much. There’s no sense of responsibility. There’s no partnership. Maybe, when I’m not around anymore, then they’ll step up. Or will they? I won’t worry, the Lord will take care of it.

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Random musing of the day

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I firmly believe that I will NEVER marry a fellow Filipino. Since I moved to North America, there’s only one, yup, one Filipino guy who’s ever liked me. But, he’s never admitted it to me, directly, only in very vague ways and cryptic messages. That was about 20 years ago. Since then, NOTHING.

Filipino men have never found me attractive, especially Filipinos who were born, and who grew up in the Philippines. They like the fair/white-skinned girls. I always hear that in their conversations: “Oy, ang ganda nya, kasi maputi.” (“Oy, she’s beautiful, because she’s fair-skinned.”) Or, “Pare, ang ganda nya! Ang puti-puti!” (Dude, she’s so pretty! Very fair-skinned!”) I think it stems from the Filipino mentality, that fair-skinned people are more beautiful and favoured than those who aren’t.

It’s still very prevalent now, especially in Philippine entertainment. If you’re not light-skinned, you won’t be as popular and successful as those who are. Those in the Philippine industry who are morenos/morenas try to lighten their skin so they can get ahead. I’ve encountered people who have that opinion/belief growing up in the Philippines. I was very dark, even darker than I am now. And all I heard growing up was, “ang itim-itim mo!” (“you’re so dark!”) and other quips similar to, or even harsher than that. Yes, I was ridiculed for being dark-skinned (morena). I still get that here in the States, 30 years later, from fellow Filipinos, especially those who weren’t born or didn’t grow up here in the US. And I certainly have never been complimented by any Filipino guy for my looks, ever. They almost, always, never get past the looks. So, yeah, I don’t think I’ll marry a Filipino at all.

P.S. By the way, I love that I’m dark-skinned, especially since moving to North America. Seeing a lot of sun-worshippers here, especially in California, I’m glad to have naturally dark skin. :)

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